
After our weekend getaway to Portland and the sudden realization that there are just 6 weeks left in our marketing season, we are suddenly illuminated by the light at the end of the tunnel.
This has been the kind of season where we thought we’d never see that light. But voila, here it is, and unexpectedly we find ourselves able to evaluate the season as a whole—both what we have endured up to now and what we might expect for the rest of the year.
I have no complaints. Or at least that’s the line that I’ve been using for months as I coast along on the verge of exhaustion. What do I have to complain about? An amazing and hardworking crew made up of people we truly adore? Weather that, though hot and relentless, gave some stupendous crops? Strong markets, record sales, and solid growth? Considering the alternatives, it’s been a really good year.
So why do I feel so ragged, burned out, on the verge of a nervous breakdown, and capable of drastic action? And at a time of year when I would expect to feel some relief?
I suppose I shouldn’t discount the two children under three that would be overwhelming even if we weren’t trying to run a farm that takes 110% of what energy we have already.
But even taken apart from that, this year, as blessed as it has been, was really, really hard, and here’s why.
Going into this season, we had spent the winter making all kinds of fabulous and ambitious plans for the farm: a new blog, a massive planting of heirloom tomatoes, increases in all our most profitable crops. We were going to grow at least 30% more stuff on the same amount of land as the previous year, without a substantial increase in labor. All of this has come to pass - but I’m getting ahead of myself.
April and May gave us nearly perfect weather for planting. Nice sunny weather most of the time and one night of rain per week. You can’t ask for better conditions to get a lot of crops in the ground. By the first of June, we had well-established plantings on about 80% of our land. And we were really keeping up with things. Our tractors were all running perfectly, our weeding machines were doing a lot of the work for us, and we had the right conditions to get in there with a big crew and do the hand work when necessary.
For the first time in the history of the farm, I felt like I was really getting a handle on how to do this. A word of advice to aspiring farmers out there: the first of June is a bad time of year to pat yourself on the back.
We started markets with a bang at the end of May. We couldn’t believe the turnouts and the seemingly insatiable demand. Wholesale orders were overwhelmingly strong, and we started our CSA share distributions. Very quickly, the complexity of our diversified marketing (historically a point of pride) became insane. Then one by one the field crops started to come in: first the beets, then carrots, squash, cucumbers, onions. The time we were spending harvesting, packing, and distributing all of these crops was ballooning at the expense of “farming,” (the tillage, planting, and weeding).
The first week of July we came back from our vacation. The heat wave had started while we were away. We had set out a large planting of broccoli into dry sand and we were facing a brutal 10-day forecast: no rain and temperatures in the upper nineties for as far as any meteorologist could see. Irrigation was imperative. And the garlic was ready to come out. No weeding happened that week. We were officially behind.
Then the tomatoes came in. July 15 was the first real pick. We picked about half a ton of tomatoes twice a week for the next six weeks. It was very time consuming and it was laid right over top of a schedule that was already impossible. A state of emergency was declared.
One by one, all of those wonderful plans that we had made were coming true. And it seemed that each and every one of them was threatening to do us in. The farm descended into chaos as we had one record sales week after another.
Then the engine of our main tractor blew. Yeah, the one I spent ten grand on. It’s been in the shop ever since.
Trying to maintain the focus to get all of our fall crops in the ground, irrigated, and weeded in the middle of all of this, and with an improvised and slapdash mechanical system, has been one of the great challenges of my life.
As July turned into August it got drier and drier. It got so dry that the slightest bit of tillage sent a suffocating cloud of dust up into the hot wind. Our soil blew away in plumes.
Still, no rain. Worse, every week there would be one or two days in the forecast with a significant chance of rain that never materialized. As a result we did a lot less irrigating than we would have because we were holding out for the inevitable rain. In the meantime, a lot of our crops just kind of shut down, and one planting of lettuce after another simply bolted.
Needless to say, our spread of fall vegetables isn’t nearly as lush as it has been the last few years.
But that’s the reality of farming. You plan the best you can, and you live and die by forces you have absolutely no control over. I’m not really complaining, and I’m certainly not looking for anyone’s sympathy. This is the life we chose.
I just have to keep reminding myself why I do it. I love vegetables, and this is still the best way I know how to get my hands on the ingredients I want to cook with.